Day 1 of the rest of my life. Don't they always say that a journey of a thousand miles begins with but one, initial step. So here goes. I took the step, the leap, I'm doing the very best I can. So much love and history and memories. There are so many moments of kindness, affections, tenderness, brutal honesty that I am trying to forgive the desperate, unloving ones. How can you heal? Forgive? Forget? I it possible to really let all that "water under the bridge" pass right on by? Another popular euphemism is that which doesn't kill us makes us stronger. Is that really true? Could it be that that which doesn't kill us makes us cold and bitter and unrelenting in a grudge. How is it fair that I now have to feel guilty for feeling so unconsidered. That's a funny choice of word I know, but it's the closest to the truth. I'm amazed that we can be honest with others, yet look into the mirror and lie to ourselves. I will give this life one last chance, one last opportunity to be all that I know it can be! One last chance.... wow....
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